Pregnant Life

With so many mixed feelings pregnant life is almost depressing.. I mean Im so excited that I am blessed to have a child but sitting in the house all day doing nothing is what's sooo boring and depressing!! Because see I was the type of chick that was on the scene or gone somewhere getting wasted, having ladies night or just doing something.. And now that I'm only 3 months it's like 6 more months is like ughhh it's gonna be a long time before my life turns back. I mean I'm going to be with my child but with my family I will have the weekends too myself and atleast I can have a life a little lol!! Life isn't all about going out but when cant do anything and when you think about doing anything it's like oh you can go out to eat or movies that's about it.. That's soo boring lol!! But your emotions start to change and move into ways where your like why am I said or why am I so upset?? They say a baby makes you emotional but woow this is way over the top for me. Sometimes I want to be alone, at times I want to be held, at times I wanna cry, at times I want curse everybody out in my tracks!! But I just relax and just calm down because it's the baby.. But I guess as the months go on I will see how life progress but hopefully it gets better in due time...


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Pregnant life

So I have been so emotional today. I have been arguing over the craziest things with my baby daddy from names to what he thinks I should be eating.. But what blew me was when he texted me after telling me I talk too much shit and I'm like you start every argument for nothing so then he goes you can be replaced??!! Where they do that at??!! And after reading that a customer got the best of me over the phone and I just bursted into tears and could not stop. I got hot it took so much to calm down and relax. So I got over it but it just was fustrating to see what he is thinking and I told him to replace me if it's that easy because I can bring in my child alone and without you. A real man will step up to the plate and will take your spot as if I don't have plentyto choose from but as a good girl friend I have always pushed dudes back because I want to be that good and faithful girl. But enough is enough when you see somebody is just out to hurt you or get you and they know your having a baby.. But I had a real good tall tonight with someone and they made me open my eyes and all I gotta say is god is my master and he will guide me thru..


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Love live life!!!

Having a baby

So I was blessed with a child I'm now about 5 weeks and I'm excited because this is my very first and I'm 27 yrs old I did very good yall. I know so many woman have made mistakes in the past that they had children early but I'm not judging anyone because life is what you make it.. So I want a boy everybody say I'm going to have a girl and I'm just like whatever I'm having a boy!! Lol but I am looking forward to motherhood and taking on awhole new role and responsibility that some may say I'm not ready but what parent you know is ready for kids.. I can say this I will be the best mother to my child!! I will do everything in my power to keep a smile on my childs face, provide, nourish, and love my child to the fullest!!! It's going to be a challenge but I'm ready...


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Up late

So I am up and just have thoughts running through my head. I have been thinking about how things seems to get in my way at times. So I don't have a car right now, I have been depending on others to help. It has been so fustrating because I don't go where I wanna go, I don't do what i want, it's up setting when you know people really don't wanna help but they do because they know the friendship would end over not being there when needed. But somehow you get the attitude from plenty for nothing it's not like you are not provided gas but hey that's how it is. So I will be working for the next two weeks six days to get a car!!!! But wish me luck....I'm determined!!!!


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Suspended

So I go to work the other day as usual ready and focused on making sales!!! But this day I was sleepy a little and just not really into it anyway.. SO I get a email from my manager to sign out for a meeting meaning while your on this call don't take another one we need to speak... So i get into his office accompanied by a union rep because I am apart of the union at my job. I get called in to discuss a call I took that he is saying that the call was a GCA.. Gross customer abuse.. what I did was transferred the call back into the cue without advising the customer of where they were going.. So I was suspend for the remaining of the day without pay but I kinda didn't mind because I was sluggish and really not into work that day so I chilled and relaxed most of the day....

LOL... such a crazy one..



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Chillin

So its been sooooooo long since I have blogged just been on some otha ish.. But anyhow I have been doing pretty good just been chilling and working. so i have been working for AT&T now for 8 months as you all know I was without a JOB for a long time ago and I was so focused on getting this job that I did and I like it and plan on being there for awhile...Other than that I have been out a few times with the girls for my pas birthday and yes I had a BLAST!!! We decided to go to Iguanas so that was fun because its been ahwile since ya girl got all dolled up and hung out with all of my friends...LOL but life is good for the the most part praying more beautiful and exciting things to come... I have been in a reationship nuff said bout that!! Not going so well these days we will see how that goes... But friedns are good and the few I still have are I all so Love and adore them each in there own different ways... Its so funny because all of them have so many different personalities that they deal with each other just because of me at times but hey who knows a click thats perfect...lol but Im home watching the game GO CANES!!!! so ttyl....









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