Saturday, November 29, 2008

Secrects of a MAN

Everyday in life as women we meet thousands of men who state they are a man! Smh dont think so. I am someone who looks for a real man and sometimes get perpetrators. I have a few guy friends(maybe 2) but there is one in particular that I dont think is a real man.... He puts on this front as if he is keeping it so real . But a man will not call a woman out of there name, a real man will admit there mistakes, a real man will not hit on a woman for any reason, a real man will not try to get you upset by fucking with another girl, a real man will not make you feel like you are less than a woman, a real man will not degrade you when others are around,a real man will not give you orders as if your there slave, a real man will not play the feild and act like you wouldnt find out.... a real man is hard to find. I have been a victim of a FAKE ASS MAN!!!! Seee we go back and forth all the time but I'm starting to question is this worth going through for someone who thinks your a nobody puts everybody in front of you but you were ALWAYS the one who had his back day in and day out. I cry and get stressed over a man but no more will san be the victim. Why should I have to prove myself to him by buying him things, by doing everything possible for him, by loving a man more than anything but gets his ass to kiss everytime. Often times we talk and try to make since of what is so speacial about our particular relationship but it still remains the same san is just san and this will not go further than just friends (even though I am the best woman any man could have).... So I ask my fellow face book people where are the real men, where are the men that treats a woman with high standards and just supports them. Where are the men who keep it real from day one and not playing games.... My heart is torn and I dont think I can get into anything because it seems as if the same men are around THESE FAKE ASS MEN!!!!


SAN....