WHOOOAAAAAA ITS BEEN AWHILE!!!

So allot has happened since the last time I blogged...So lets begin lol.....

The after party for the concert and step show...(Iguana's)

Homecoming.....

So homecoming turned out not so bad after all...I saw allot of old and new friends!! it was kool seeing everybody laughing and having fun....I really needed this just because I haven't been out in awhile...I also was messing up the fish that my homie Peanut made big ups to him he can really cook!!! I guess that's why I missed the game too busy eating!! LOL!!!! But the night was good!!...pics on the blog. So I was really vibin and wanted to hit the club but that didn't happen because people got missing....LOL but it was kool just went to the crib and chilled....

So besides that I been working at AT&T now for about a month now time is going but hey its good!!! But I will be blogging more often just been in my zone....trying to get things in order and trying to get a crib you know...so I gotta stay focused and on the PRIZE!!!!...

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Love live life.......

Busy B......

So I been working and getting that CHECK for real!!! So I finally am an AT&T worker!!! So I have been blessed with a JOB...As you all may know I was out of a job for about 4 months and I originally applied for AT&T awhile ago and they told me to start in January but things happened and wasn't able to start until Feb 2, 2009!!! So I finally get my foot and the door and now in training for the next 8 wks so I really be tired and sleepy after work so I will get to blogging when ever I get a chance...But everything is getting lined up and I about to explode...I wrote a blog before stating Ima BEAST out here!!! I still am and I about to be ob POINT like an arrow...No one can stop me from doing me and getting where I need to be...Life is good!!! GOD is good!!!!!!

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Love Live Life......

Scared.....

Have you ever been just scared of how your love life will end up...For years I have always admired the relationships that my friends have that LAST...lol just cause I feel like I have this 2 year curse!!! Like before I just went plain ole single for about 3 and half years now...I was in a serious relationship and we lived together but it only lasted for 2 years...And 2 years before that I was in relationship and it didn't last...So I woke up this morning just wondering when the hell will I have a man when I'm 30 LOL....But I don't wanna rush it but when you think your on a hiatus of the breaking point of what you want they seem to change your mind about things...Ever thought you were in love with your friend?? Well sometimes I am afraid and scared to love him because all he will do is hurt me...I know allot about him and sometimes hearing the conversations he may have with others...is heart breaking because he talks a good game about not really talking to anyone like that...But for you to tell ya "home girl" I love you....more than once!!! Its fishy to me...I understand we tell our friends I love you and shit like that but shit I'm questioning that because the person he is telling it to is a female that is IN LOVE with him!!! So mmmm I wonder...But I wake up so angry at times because I'm fed up with trying with guys...I try hard to be that woman every man wants but I cant force it...I guess I don't need him in my life and maybe let others in and enjoy what a real man is about...A real man and a man that's ALLL mine I don't have to doubt that he is mine!!! But I guess it is what it is...I just haven't been in anything serious in awhile...things kinda get scary and lonely...you call other guys to try and see if they are the one but you get the cold shoulder from them...But you cant get mad cause he ain't ya man either....I don't kno...I think I am getting mixed signals from allot of people...and maybe its time for me to back away and see if they will draw into me..lol well see if I exist....




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Love Live Life.....

Friends

So today one of my best friends hits me up and tells me she is down because one her friends offended her regarding her relationship... See I am the type of friend as much as I dislike the guy you are with I will not tell you because I want you to experience and learn for yourself....I mean I will tell you my opinion but its up to you if you choose to proceed with the relation ship or not... So I pasted the email from her SO CALLED FRIEND to the blog, the reply was from my bff saying "Tay I'm tired of all of this with Daniel" and then she replied below...Let me know your view on how you would give advice to your friend who knows damn well he his no good for her!!!....



"You can not make him grow up. You can not make him love you. You can not make him change his ways. He has to WANT TO and obviously he does not want to. You look at it as your "LONGEST RELATIONSHIP" where as other people like myself might look at it as the "Longest Waste of Time". One year of that so called relationship didn't mean squat because half of that ONE year he was in a some what committed relationship with someone else. to me and anyone else, this situation is a no brainer, that's why I believe you seek attention. If you KNOW how he is and you KNOW you can do better, why do you constantly come to your friends complaining about what Daniel did or said to hurt you. How long do you think people are going to keep coming to your aide?? As much as I love you and I wanna be there for you I must admit I am burnt out with you and all of your Daniel foolishness. I guess that's why I find your situation humorous. That may hurt your feelings to hear something like that but it shouldn't bother you cause you are obviously a gluten for emotional pain."


I'm still PIST about this email... Because Lauren my bff is so sweet and she is just learning how to love someone and she is so naive when it comes down to who her real friend are....




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Love Live Life!!!

Faith

Today was such a refreshing day... I woke up with the family, we had breakfast thanks to my sisters hubbie....LOL... It was good Chris....But we got dressed for church and off we went...Service was good. He (Pastor Torrey Phillips) spoke about FAITH... And in order for things to become true of what you dream of...You must have Faith.... Faith is what makes your life such a greater life than it is if you just have Faith!!! He also stated that you don't wanna stay on the same level you are in, your life faith is what gets you to your higher GOD!!! And yes indeed I have accepted the FAITH and doors have opened and its up to me to keep up the faith to succeed in LIFE.... So I say to everybody FAITH is the way and always remember GOD always has your back even if you cant SEE IT!!!!


I also posted pics of me and niece playing around with the camera, my sister and my baby niece as well...lol


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Feeling Good

Always on time!!! Thank god!!! I start FEB 2!!! And yes its been confirmed!!! AT&T has finally finished the process and ready to go on Monday in Feb... I'm so happy and finally given a chance to show how much of a great worker I am!!! I always had issues with missing days and shit but otherwise the work was always "well done Sandra" but when it came to attendance..."Sandra you need to improve".... So allot is going to change starting this job...number one I will be working at night from 3PM-11PM at night so no partying for me unless I'm off!!! I will try and see if I can switch to another shift when I get there but for now..I'm happy with the night shift..well its only for 8wks anyway..Training!!! but I am so excited and tanking GOD at the same time... He has been giving and showing me allot of signs and I know what I need to do and what I gotta to do to KEEP this job and become successful at it... Most people know one of my resolutions is to make a qtr mill!!! I'm serious if you ain't bout money then we ain't got shit to talk about....Ya dig!!!... Shout out to all who have prayed for me and always has my back when I am down and out Love ya Lots....


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Love Live Life......

I been on some on other ish.....

Well I been missing for awhile just cause i been doing alot of things... Trying to get a job, going to school and trying to graduatre, trying to get my living situations better...on and on but things are ok God could have given me worst but Im thankful...So I been on the job looking thing heavy so hoepfully something falls through and Im goood!!!! I been in a stable state of mind so I been thinking of positve things... But in the meantime Homecoming is coming up for my school and Im not sure what the HELL to wear because in Florida one minutes its HOT as hell... and then its COLD as hell...well to me I can't stand the winter time Im a summer chick!! LOL..... But Ive been looking in a few places for shoes first tell me what you think??

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Love Live Life......