Life takes you in so many directions... Directions in which some of the things you may do that you don't agree on or you do...I find myself doing things for others and worried about how they would feel about me than doing me and putting me first....
I guess you can say I never put myself first for some reason... I'm too busy worried about what other people likes and dislikes are I can only live a world that I can handle and I was put in a position where I thought I would be ready but little did I know I was totally not ready for what was going to happen next or how I was gonna feel after wards..... I keep thinking too myself that I should go about things a different way than just letting things happen... I get ideas from others and take it, but for what? its always not good advice than you thought when you first did it.....I have so much pain inside, frustration , and just got damn it CONFUSED!!!! About so much, now I think that others are viewing me as a different person than I am... I gotta stop putting myself in a situation that will hurt me not better me... I gotta put myself first before others.... I gotta get this world of mine in control before it explodes!!! Explodes to little bits of pieces!!!!
Pray.....
Till next time
Love Live Life
1 comment:
I'm with you!!!:)
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